so I've decided I'm going to list 25 random things about myself. I love reading these about people when they are actually interesting, I'll try. I usually end up going deep about these.
1. Sometimes I imagine life if I was famous on tour, Sometimes I imagine life if I was a stay at home mother with the most bad ass four year old in the world. I can't decide which is better.
2.I sort of have an obsession with anything green tea flavored , even if I've never had it before, I must have it, and it shall be good, because it is flavored of the drink of the gods themselves.
3. Gods. Religion. I OKAY ONE MAJOR PET PEEVE. ATTENTION ALL OF YOU I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU SAY YOUR ATHEIST OF WHAT EVER OR JUST NOT CATHOLIC THERE IS NO NEED TO BE DISRESPECTFUL ABOUT IT. You may not believe in God, But it is just rude when you attend a catholic school, they pray, and your sitting there bad mouthing it, and just plain being a dumb ass, if you don't belief in it, keep your mouth shut. I don't consider myself catholic but I find no reason to act cool in being a dipshit, It will get you no where. It does not make yourself cool because you don't believe in anything and your parents "Forced you to stay home" from celebrations.
4. I honestly don't agree with the catholic religion, but I find myself a spiritual person, Secretly I find myself praying to someone/something, not because I need something, just because I feel like doing it sometimes, I'm still searching for what I believe in, I'll find it one day, even if it isn't part of an organized religion, I don't need that, but I do need something to believe in.
5. I absolutely HATE wearing pants. Honestly I'd prefer wearing nothing over wearing pants. They never fit properly on me.
6.I am addicted to chocolate and I need to stop eating it, It has major effects on my health, a reason for my tiredness, sickness, tummyness.
7. Sometimes I wonder what life would be like if I went to a normal high school, get to sleep in, have a definite group of friends, have everything already planned for, even though sometimes the school path I chose is unbearable, I know it is the right thing for me.
8. If I could be anyone else in the world who would I be? myself. Just older. I am decently comfortable in my skin, sure I have my flaws, I have my problems, but I also have ups on the roller coaster rides. I think being myself is better than me being anyone else, even though sometimes its hard to see who you are.
9. I'm deathly scared that one day I'll have to go on medication to deal with anxiety and depression. I don't want to go through that. I don't want to be that person. I think that would be taking away my freedom and I pray for the grace that it never has to be me.
10. I can not stand my life at home, sure you can tell me to be grateful my parents have given me a wonderful life, but that isn't true. Sure, I have most material possessions I need, food, clothes, T.V. in my room ( which I don't want but my father insists i need it in there ) I never really get the relationship environment vibe from my family.
11. One thing that upsets me is people with horrible grammar and spelling, honestly I know you're not that stupid. Take the extra second to write properly. It isn't going to kill you.
12. There is nothing cooler to me than receiving a written letter, it is just so personal, the reason I want a pen pal, it's the kind of thing you can treasure forever. I remember the days when I would just get a random page or so letter from a friend in class, just telling my how much they appreciated my, memories of us, and the such, those sort of make my life. I miss how no one does that for me anymore.
13. I wish I had a tight knit group of girl friends, I have close relationships with a handful of girls, but I can't bring any of them together, because some where along the line they all hate each other. Which is terribly no fun for me.
14. I have eczema around my nose, and I've had many issues with dermatologists and dry skin for a good portion of my life.
15. I used to cry a lot when I was younger. I learned to build up walls, never let anything get in or out. Now people wont take that, and are slowly breaking down my walls, Honestly, it makes me feel weak.
16. I get along much better with older people. There better to talk to, they talk about more important things, and drama isn't usually a big issue there, problems are usually dealt with maturely and are not made from mole hills to mountains.
17. I think I believe in reincarnation and I believe in old and young souls. You can see it in the eyes and the inner wisdom of the person.
18. I love getting picked up, piggy backs, chicken fight position, wedding carried, the sorts, I don't know why, I just do.
19. I don't tell people how much pain I'm usually in, I don't complain about my eyes, when I cant focus or see anything, about the immense headaches, or let people know the extent of them, I'm a tough cookie and sometimes it hurts so bad I find myself crying.
20. Most of the time I hate when people baby me, but sometimes I need that persistence, it sort of reassures me that you care, but I will never admit that sometimes I feel I need it. Will never admit it.
21. I wouldn't want to be a boy. I'm glad I was born a girl.
22. I actually like some country songs, I'm sorry. Naturally my singing voice comes out and sounds better when I'm singing country. Not by my choice.
23. Old school Disney movies have amazing music. To this day I still listen to it. Not going to lie, it's good stuff.
24. deep down I'm creative. I dream, I write, I don't usually let anyone read any of my writing. I've had this novel idea for a while, I started it recently. No, I'm not letting anyone see it, or know what its about. It's for me, to prove to myself that I can do it.
25. It really upsets me when people interrupt me, it's rude, you can wait a minute to say what you have to say, wait till I'm done, unless your liver or something ruptured.
( 26 - My drawing are often frightening I hate drawing eyes, I can't give my pictures a soul, I can never get the eyes right, so I don't give them souls. This is my Satyr. )
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