So in recent events I attended my high school school play. Rehearsals for this have been going on for over two months and both my boyfriend and best friend were in it. There for that meant to time for Jennifer. So play week finally came up, I went on Friday, save the best for last right? ; ) My mother was originally going to be my date, but she invited my father, so I invited my best friend Payge to be my escort for the evening. That night we arrived as soon as doors opened and it was still impossible to find seats for the four of us to sit together. That was the evening I learned my father could text. The entertaining messages sent back between Payge, my father, and myself waiting for the curtain to rise. They were exactly four minutes late. I was pissed. But not really. The play was marvelous at some parts and some parts could be better. Jorelle was in a scene where he was in love with another girl, they then exited the stage and walked right past my, my father told me I should have tripped her, I thought it was funny. I will admit, it was a funny scene and I think he is a marvelous actor. My mother commented on how the way he was looking at the girl in the scene all cutesy and love struck was how he looked at me, that was cute, I don't think I notice that, usually I am too busy being distracted by his cuteness. For Maddie this was her first real play performance, ( junior high, elementary ones do not count okay. ) I thought she was swell and did a very good job. I am sorry but the cheerleader scene was annoying though = P BUT that was once nice cartwheel. I was very proud of both of them Oh my how fast they grow. ;)Then on Saturday I traveled downtown to go watch another drama related performance of my dear Jorelle. This time though he had written the performance, and unlike any other of his drama things, I actually knew what he was doing for this one! He had told me the idea of his one night on the phone, pretty abstract deep idea I thought. It turned out wonderful, I am rather impressed with this boys mind. There were many other peoples performances, they were pretty short, six minutes at the most maybe? The rest of the day was spent fraternizing with the other members of his theater group, well Jorelle socialized I did not. Why not? I am shy, I know that isn't an excuse but it was my reason, It isn't that I didn't want to, I just have a very hard time with those things. Its hard and that day I just could not deal with it. So I pretty much sat in the corner the whole time, oh well my own fault right. This one girl though, Emma came and talked to me, I appreciated that, I truly did. And I am sorry that I cant always be the outgoing one but its something that takes time and Ive been dealing with it my whole life.
Sunday was an adventure with my mother, oh how I love her. I realized that she is facing hard times right now but the look in her eyes killed me. Like a lost child whose world has been stolen from them. It kills me, It did however make me realize that maybe I need to grow up some more, step up more, and be there for her more. Shes got a lot on her plate as well.
Taken sometime this weekend, me thinks. Oh wells, it's a picture I like and my post looks naked if I don't put up a picture. 'Nuff said.
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