First off I just need to say that yesterday was an amazing day. I'm pretty sure it's the earliest I've ever seen Jorelle, not on a school day. We went out to breakfast. We stood in a line for an hour to get inside said restaurant. It was worth it, A crepe double the size of my face. It was amazing, not going to lie. Then on the way home there was garage sale, after finding the place, it was actually pretty well stocked =P I bought comic books, why? I sort of have a thing for spider man, the woman in these comics however scare me. The man we ended up talking to ( who was having the garage sale ) was a pretty nice man, we told him his sign was backwards, we got a deal. ;) After that we finally got home.
Today, I finally got off my ass and went job hunting. If nothing else, I`m going to talk to my brother, who manages a pizza place, maybe he`ll hire me. So after school, I headed home with my friend Jesse, I had left my resumes at home, so we were going to get them. We then attempted to make milkshakes, It took A LOT of ice cream to get it to our liking, but we were satisfied, then we were off on our journey. We talked a lot, I liked that, there arn`t many people, or at least new friends at my school this year I feel we talk, talk in depth , feel comfortable talking to. Applied at restaurants, staples, London drugs, Michael`s, places like that, Jesse applied at gas bars, and he wanted to apply at one place I thought was just a little weird for him, Panda`s flower shop. He exclaimed that`s where he got his past girlfriend flowers, one rose, once a month, on the same day, his new girlfriend however isn`t in to that sort of thing, so we ended up not applying there, he seemed sad that there was no need for the shop again, I cheered him up by telling him that I have never ever gotten flowers, `cept once for a dance recital, that doesn`t count though, it didn`t seem to cheer him up. Near the end of the night he admitted to me that I give the best advice, honestly , that made me happy. That`s the sort of thing I want. I love that I can help, that my advice is actually useful. That I am needed, that some one takes something from the words I say, He also thanked me for being one of the friends to put a smile on his face, I appreciated this as it does mean a lot to me that I can be a positive effect on someones life.
On an other note, I have been thinking about what love is to me. I as a romantic but also a realist seem to have trouble pin pointing it, maybe because I have not really tried to.
Love is any of a number of emotions related to a sense of strong affection[1] and attachment. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure ("I loved that meal") to intense interpersonal attraction ("I love my wife"). This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.
As an abstract concept, love usually refers to a deep, ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person. Even this limited conception of love, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love to the nonsexual emotional closeness of familial and platonic love[2] to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love.[3] Love in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts.
Thank you Wikipedia. I do not think I want to try to write out my thoughts, or even think my thoughts right now, one day I shall get close to what I think love is though.On a side note, sorry for the long ass blog without pictures, camera is dead, and I do not know where my charger is.
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