July 17th 2010

An hour and fourty five minute walk. Emma was completely worn out and slept the rest of the day, and mom had ditched her shoes on the walk back. It was lovely.


Jennifer bought false lashes the other day.. because well, I liked the way they looked, these ones didn't stick to the glue. and they were too long.
One of the paths we walked down, I like its twisteness. ( it is a word okay )
Man made lake with NATURAL WATER FOUNTAIN. It's true, that think spurted up all by its very lonesome.
Me on a rock, right near the water, I was trying to sneak up on the ducks.

Don`t you hate when all of your friends are out of town and busy? I was bored today, so i sat outside reading, and some how only one of my shoulder`s was sunburned. I think tomorrow I`m going to make sun tea, ( It`s like ice tea but different - my dad always used to make it ) because the weather is so nice and It might actually work. : D



She allows her self a single tear
to weep for the love she`ll never feel
the words seem to leave his lips all too easily
and she finds her self wanting to feel it more than the overdone words
wanting to know that it`s real
because when she returns home
she`ll crawl into bed
the lights will be turned off
and another night with be upon her
and she`ll have to lift the veil of deception
only once again to face the ghost
the ghost who isn`t really dead
They all say she died years ago,
but still came to haunt the girl`s mind
he says she is forgotten,
but she`s never far away
the unspoken uncertainty
the past of deeper commitment
the hidden tears when she is alone
and all it takes to rid her of this spirit
is not only the promise of true love
but it`s deliverance
only then shall the ghost be truly dead.