August 20th 2010

I've realized there is less than two weeks till school starts. usually around this time of year I'm already bored and want to go back to at least do something, but this year I feel that I haven't been given enough time. I think I would be okay with another month, I feel like I've done nothing, and no time has past, maybe its the weather, maybe it's the fact that time seems to move faster as you become older.
So what am I going to achieve in these last two weeks? Well I'm going to jam a lot into it I hope.
First my mother, father and I are planning on going to the states, then to my auntie Burt and uncle Bob's house in B.C. for about a week.
I want to go to Callaway park.
I want to see my Pagye.
I've given up on doing my summer courses, because I don't want that stress and I don't actually have to do them right now.
I'm going to dye my hair, again.
Go back to school sock shopping with Maddie.
Hang out with Ashleigh, something to do with a tent.
Finish painting the fence.
Get actually photo's of at least some of my pictures..
Hang up my picture frames.
Re-organize my room/bathroom.
Hopefully go to Shakespeare in the park.
plan a picnic.
apply at Michaels, ( just for fun : 3 )
Look for a photography class.

That's basically my summer list revisited and revamped to see what is reasonable and cram a few more things into there that I want to get done.

I wouldn't say I've had a bad summer at all. I've actually had a pretty good one. It seems that in the summer my relationship with one of the people that means most to me has gotten back in grasp, as it seemed it was slipping away during the school year, and this year I'm going to make sure it stays good. I've gone on some pretty cool trips, taken at least a few nice pictures. Hung out with some people I've never hung out with before. Sure I could have gotten a job, sure I could be doing something more important with my time, but I don't feel like doing that, I just felt I needed a break from everything and this seems to have be pretty good so far. I know that next year things are going to be diffrent and I'm hoping they are. I hope that I can finally mend a small group of really close friends, and actually say I've made good friends in high school. I would rather have the lesser number of better friends, like I did in jr. high rather than what I have in high school, because then people really care about you, you always have people to lean on , to trust, to understand you. Sure popularity might mean something to some people, but it means nothing to me, I just want to be myself around people who can handle and accept that. I also plan on trying to get better grades, because apparently that stuff matters = P I`m not a terrible student, but I`m just average, just that little more effort could mean the big difference for me. I also plan on not turning down people when they ask to hang out and to be more social because its all about experiences. No, I`m not going to drink or do drugs, I just have never been to a high-school party, and just because I go doesn`t mean I have to do those things, and that`s why I turned them down last year. I`m sad summer is coming to an end, but again, this is just the beginning of a new chapter , and I`m going to enjoy it, enjoy all the experiences, make memories, and make the best out of everything.