August 2nd 2010

It's already August, what's left to do before we have to go back to windowless ex prison building we call school? ( no seriously it is )
- Dye my hair red.- Calaway park
- Zoo
- Shakespeare in the park ( get someone to go with my I've wanted to do this for years )
- Penticton to visit my aunt and uncle ( ask if I can bring maddie : D )
- walk all the way to the zoo.
- finish at least one course ( religion 35) this summer. start on psych.
and other things I can't quite remember right now. But I'll do them


So the day before yesterday I received a lovely surprise at my doorstep, my Maddie had come to visit me, It truly has been too long. I miss the times we spend together. I miss that shes the only person I've had my whole life that I can talk to, the only one who knows how to react when I'm upset, knows what to say to make me stop crying, knows that sometimes I just need to be hugged with no words, the only person with whom I've felt I can truly call a real friend. More than best, true and real.
Well, she came over and we went for a walk, it's something we both love to do and something we can do while talking. And we talked, and it felt like I'm gaining some of my best friend back, and it was wonderful. Besides the mutant mosquitoes out there ( I swear someones given them steroids) It was just about perfect. Again the clouds were looking pretty like they have been the last couple of days, I'm not going to bombard with pictures, thought this isn't my favorite one I took, its something diffrent, and I like the reflection on the lake.
I'm proud to say, and I always will say, this girl right here is my best friend, and I love her more than the world. I hope she knows I'm always here for her, no matter what the circumstance, no matter what she has to say, I'll be here.
Oh dear, she is just so drop dead gorgeous. A natural model : ) I want to do a photoshoot with her :) I've never done it before, but she has, and they'll have to be good pictures, even though I suck because her beauty shines through anything. We found this picture on the ground on the back of a July bus pass ( it was July 31 in the evening, sucks for us.) It makes me wish I had a super tight nit group of friends who always did things together, just saying.

Then the next day we went to the mall, I blew a lot of the money I earned for helping my dad build the fence. Oh well, I really haven't gone shopping in a long time. I didn't buy anything too expensive ( oh but there was this dress .. it was gorgeous .. I still want it, I would have bought it, but its borderline too fancy, and If I was going to spend money on it I want to be able to wear it everywhere. I think I might go back and get it. Black lace and pink ribbon.)

Now I want to reorganize my room, because I've had it the same for too long, but I don't know what to do to it, I cant move my dresser, the fish tank is on it, I can't move my bed if I don't move my dresser, theres no room for my desk anywhere else. Maybe I'll just buy a new mirror.