December 5th 2010

All I try to do is stand up for my mom to my dad. She gets frustrated because he never listens to her, I point it out and I get yelled at, she just gives me a look as if I shouldn't have said anything at all as I sink away and crawl back into the shadows. Go on dad, make me feel small, make me feel inadequate, make me feel like a rude disrespectful daughter, it will only encourage me to leave faster. But my mom on the other hand, stop over looking her, stop taking her for granted, pay attention, listen to her, treat her well, because all of this just piles up on her, and she puts her self in too much of a low self confidence self worth position that she'll keep that secret warrior"s will to speak out locked up, and she will sit silent, and bare the pain. So forgive me , again for being a complete and utterly problem child when I say, you've been pushing her under the rug for too long, its only time before something snaps, probably not her to you, but she'll fall apart, and it will all be your fault. Excuse me, but grow up and be a man.