Sometimes I wonder if I've lost who I am. I've always prided myself in my independence , in how I don't need to rely on anyone. If I don't like what is going on the I'll just leave. I hadn't opened my eyes and realized I've strayed from that, still very independent, but my day gets thrown off when I don't see my dependency. I don't want to lose myself. Not now. I will be like Nana Osaki. I want to put my pride before my love, be able to stand up for my self and never lose hold of that. Let the love take a back seat to chase my dreams. That and I want to be a super hot singer like her : 3
Right now I'm sitting in the library , waiting for my boyfriend, maybe not dependency , but sometimes you need to be there for someone I guess?
guys kinda prefer girls who depend on them, a little but never too much. because being too independent makes them feel unworthy to be at your side since it kinda gives people the impression u dunnid anyone. :)
ReplyDeletemmhmm, i wanna be like nana osaki too! <3