Yesterday was May third. It was a pretty interesting day. There was some pretty interesting first nations show and tell ( that is what I`m going to call it) that came to school. I actually found it cool, I know a lot of people think its boring and stupid. I was mesmerized by the traditional dancing. I found that highly impressive that I couldn`t dance like that, or look that good in the chicken dancer costume. ( Maddie knows what I`m talking about) We watched many dances , and this one cute threeish year old dressed up in traditional clothes stole my heart right then and there. After that we went to brace the freezing cold to go huddle in tee pees set up in our back feel. I actually thought that was pretty cool, not going to lie. It was snowing, the wind was blowing, and fourty plus of us were huddled in a tee pee covered in blankets to keep warm. It was cool. Then the first nations talked to us about their tee pee importance, about medicine wheels, and gave us the stuff to make our own. We got to eat bannock, native bread. Which I might say was pretty damn nummy. After that we went and played warriors outside.Today was another one of those wonderful weather days. I just wish spring would come sooner, and stay. I have realized that the year has almost come to an end. What to I have to say about it? I could go into detail about that, but not right now. All I know is that this year isn`t at all what I expected it would be, I miss people, I`ve grown, things have happened that have changed my opinion drastically, I`ve changed, my heart has learned to bare the tons of pain its gone through, be it any kind of relationships, disappointments, short comings, stress, and the such, I don`t wish on stars as much anymore, my dreams have taken over a new shade, I`ve opened my eyes, some walls have been busted, some tears fallen, confidence gained, confidence lost, my hair has grown, I`ve struggled, I`ve loved, I`ve lost, I`ve gained, I`ve learned, I`ve fought, I`ve lost, I`ve opened my eyes, I see things in a different light to say the least.
Some thoughts on my mind.
I think singing lessons might be something I would like to look into.
Half a year is a rather long time that has gone by rather fast. I need to sew up some holes in some clothes. My room needs to be re - cleaned, again.
Why can`t I know the people whom I meet in my dreams, I suppose they would be my ideal people, even though a lot of the time the people in my dreams end up leaving, disappearing, hurting me. But in the end things usually work out. That and that all usually have wicked awesome hair.
I feel like writing right now, but something a little more personal, I`ll probably end up writting it and deleting it, or recycling it.
I have two episodes of supernatural to watch.
I absolutely love this picture, not going to lie. 
When I got home, this was sitting on my desk, I was excited, it was a pen pal letter from my best friend.
And this is what was inside : D On a side note, I hope my other pen pal has written to me. 3 :
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